First cup of coffee made in my new apartment celebrating my internet has been hooked up. Woohoo 🎉 It’s these “little things” that we take for granted in the States. Like, how we receive a temporary ATM card while waiting for our real one in the mail. Definitely not the case here. Trash is picked […]

Woohoo 🥳 It’s in the the area I wanted, Le Marais, a five-minute walk from the Seine river, and it has the street views I dreamed of. And the street noise I maybe didn’t want to know would accompany it 😉 I spent the night for the 1st time last night and I kept looking […]

Maybe 26/27 years old. First real photoshoot for the cover my 1st CD of original music. I think about her a lot. How excited and passionate she was about making it. How she was always in a hurry to get it done because according to her, she was already “too old.” She no idea that […]

“We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” – Joseph Campbell I spent 10 years of my life recording video diaries as I pursued my dream as a singer/songwriter in NYC. I eventually turned this into a film, “The Dream […]

We are taught in the spiritual space to eradicate our Ego and think of it as “bad” or “wrong.” But I have a different perspective. When I spent a year stepping into fear at forty, each and every “fearless act” allowed me to experience an Ego death. Meaning… I let go of who I thought […]

I remember all the times it rained on me while living in New York City. And I wasn’t happy about it, unlike this picture. I either forgot an umbrella, left it on the train or a class or, or it unpredictably poured with no warning and I had to hide underneath scaffolding or a Duane […]

You know, those unexplainable symbols that seem to show up consistently in your reality that trigger you to think, “I’m on the right path” or “I should take the job!” But here’s where we get tripped up. We think, OMG this IS meant for me! I “should” leave and move to this city or buy […]

Every choice, every moment and every experience led you here… for your growth, your expansion. This is cracking your heart open. Allow it. You are being held, even when it doesn’t feel like it. Fear will tell you to push this away. It will try and blame and shame you for feeling this low. Don’t […]

What is this through anger? What is this through pain? What is this through betrayal? Until there’s only one way to see it… and that is through love. One year ago I experienced a loss and I felt numb to it in the beginning. Then I felt betrayal. And then anger. The anger was the […]

…for no apparent reason and I just kept pushing through it. I kept trying to talk myself out of it: look at that tree, how beautiful, and this weather, how lovely… be grateful… blah, blah. And it sorta worked. Until I got home and felt myself crawling into bed at 6pm. I was exhausted. And […]